Petit à petit, Yuan fait son nid.

Here I am——Bryan Adams

    Yesterday I saw that you left a message here. It was unusual. After reading it, I was crying…a lot.

    The tears mixed with so many things, touchness, exhaustion, depression…

     I know you are very careful to make it light and unnoticable, but I know, I know… I know that you came to my blog everyday although you rarely left any words here. Since I wrote mostly in Chinese, you tried hard using google translation tool to understand what I wrote.

    I am Chinese, you are westerner, but you tried your best to understand what I think, how I feel by putting a westerner’s finger on a chinese’s heart. You wanted to read me deeper and deeper.

     It is uneasy. As you said, “Being with me” is a “task” not a “job”, it is too much demanding. But you kept accompanying me going through so many hard times.

    Since the very beginning of the project, you gave me an idea and we tried to launch the whole thing bit by bit. We invented the logo, the slogan, the style of the website, the feel of the product, day and night, night and day, we worked together.     

     The preparation work took more than one year, because we wanted it to be solid and well done.

     How many times, I said “Jose, I can’t…” You told me “You can do it! Yuan, I am with you.”

     How many times I said “Jose, it is too complicated…” You told me “It is life. Take it! Yuan, I am with you.”

     How many times  have I cried over my relationship with my so-called family. You told me “Enough is enough, forget it, and … smile. Yuan, I am with you.”

    …

     How many times did you say “Here I am, holding my hands and standing up. Yuan, face reality.”

     I don’t know. So many people wish me good luck, but what I could really hold on is my belief and … your hands.

    You said I made your richer yersterday? You know, you made me richer for the rest of my life. Because of you, I am so different now. So it should be me saying thanks to you. 

     “Thank you, Jose. The road ahead is more difficult and full of hardness. So please, keep a good health and accompany me by my side. You are very important to me.”